Author Syvä Miete (Deep Thought)
Rating S
Warnings Suicide but not mentioned. Unclear truths.
Summary Questions needs answers, lies needs truths and death needs life. Moon needs just to lay and shine.
A/N Ok I think I have better english now, not so many mistakes. If there is, oh please, tell me! No one have checked this for mistakes, so this is what it is. (My dutch friend didn´t answer.) I just love moon, forest and sacrifice. One reason i wrote this (I wanted too ofc). I don´t actually believe that aftre death people change to stars, but it is so beautiful so I had to. It motivated me : D And that "god" word is on purpose on generic term there, I dont mean that God just.. (have mo words) god : D
349 words = ficlet
You started to tell a story. It told about young girl, who sacrificed herself in the middle of the night, who promised to moon that she won´t ever return to bother it. Girl looked up to the blue sky and mystical forest for the last time. Is the life worth it? Will it bring your personality into light, or will it hide it forever? Are you blind, or don´t you just look in the right way? So many questions, but there is no one who wants to answer to them.
The girl wanted answers to the questions, and the moon promised to tell them to her. But it couldn´t, because girl was not near him, so it could whisper and no one else wouldn´t hear what it would say. Girl promised to create her star as near as possible of the moon.
After everything, girl got near to the moon and asked for the answers. Nothin´ happened. She tried to speak other stars too, but not a single one noticed. Like she was invisible. Then she realized, that they weren´t real. It was cheating, lie, what her imagine told her. Girl had only one way back into life. Turn the lies into truth.
She tried, but was still upset of what she saw. She believed in stars, moon, sky, why it wasn´t real? Why it had to broke her? Why her mind did not tell it, why she had to see this? Maybe because she wouldn´t believe. But still she doesn´t. There is still sky, forest, night and blue glowing moon. Maybe it´s purpose was to show reality. And send her back to it.
You switched page of the book, but noticed that rest of the pages was empty. It was first story that you read until the end. But I fell asleep, before you said the last words. In my mind, I decide of the end. It can break you in pieces, it can change this world and make everyone to lie themselves. I decide it. Songs says that “the world is in your hand”, but I take it literally. That is why I became to god.
